Reconciliation

My mind's like this precious page

I keep cleaning it from negative thoughts

I guess that's the biggest of all battles I fight

Every moment, every nano second

It is easy to be unaware of what's bothering me

But I got to have it in my hands

A worry, a complex, a fear, an anticipation

There are just too many things that can haunt you

Most importantly, being undisturbed by what's happening

To whom it is happening and why it is happening

Sometimes, thinking, trying to find reasons of that which is and that which is not

It is such a hard task to just be, at peace with oneself

'Negativity', it can come from anywhere,

From those you listen to intently, those you believe in,

As well as from your own mind, your very treacherous brain,

Always trying to fool you into travelling to a world of doubt and hesitation

I have realized, that as people mature, become wiser, and evolve

Their problems do not simplify or become tinier

Instead, they become more challenging and more insidious

Everything in this world constantly becomes better and man is expected to do the same

So if you do 10 crunches on Monday, you are expected to do 12 the next

If you don't you are not in line with this world

You are stagnant, if you are not moving forward, you are moving backward

That's why it is said, may be; that as you grow big, battles grow bigger too

You have to have the vision to fathom their size, to recognize...